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Name: ariel
Gender: Female
Interests: pot, gettin into trouble, having fun with friends, boys, hemp, the 80's,fredricks of holywood, free shit, sex, drugs, rock n roll, papa roach,alkaline trio, all american rejects, my chemical romance, green day, smile empty soul, icp, linkin park, the killers, the used, blink i82, acdc, guns n roses, hawthorn hieghts, nirvana, taking back sunday, sumblime, crossfade, garbage, unwritin law, perfect circle, tatu,fall out boy, transplants, incubus, mxpx, nofx, nirvina,
Expertise: ask me and i just moght show you
Message: message me
AIM:  mytearsareuseles
AIM:  meangirl787
Member Since:
2/21/2005
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new day
i wish i could take sweet picture and put them on here.
so at school it was gay no one intresting goes there i hate it
hung out with shellie on sunday heck yes!
sick deal
lol
good times
no one at TC listens to good music it makes me so sad. i want to cry
and i have officaly decied that the band MAE owns my life
is this real or is this fading
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| i fucking hate school!!!!
TC SUCKS ASS
i am liek one of the only emo kids there is not cool punk rock people or emo kids it makes me sad......
i need a ciggerate......
so i ahve liek 5 friends there and it sucks
my mom and dad was supposed to get me a cel phone today but of course
it fell through and now they are like you have to get straight A's on
your fist report card.its gonnna ba hard
i need to go to a show.....i need one...now....
yeah so goin back to yester years is always sad.....talkin to people you dont normaly talk to is extramly sad.....
layin round on the couch with my misfits records out softly banging your head
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| ok so today so far consisted of
hand sanitizer, scooby doo, boxers, rain, mud, washing mashines,
libarys, thinking, fighting, laughing, long talks,waking up late,
gamecube
thats pretty much it my weekend sucked
supposedly i am supposed to go the the warped tour thta is next sunday in orlando but who knows??
afflixio officaly decied that there is this kind of music called emo rap???? i dont know... he is soming something....
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| so i am officaly bummed out
today is warped tour. guess whos not there??? me its been a drag all day
so far he is what i have done between yesterday and today
watch movies
the movies i watched are as followed
laws of attraction
the rocky horror pivture show (which i highly recoment you watch)
the good girl
when a man loves a woman
i read
i read stained which is like the greatest book ever
and bottled up that book remined me of my life i could relate so much
i talked to my dad today i am goin with this weekend to his aparment yay
my is still on crack w/e fuck her
i'll keep you my dirty little serect
yeah
so he wrote this for me a long time ago and i was goin through old
emial and foud it and thought it was pretty so i posted it up on here
i wrote this and i wanted you to see it i guess....
You came to me like you were from a dream
you were born into my heart
and you helped change eveything.
You held my world in both your hands
and you had no questions or demands
my world sat fine in your possesion
and even though it didnt show
you cured my depression.
Your voice was like music
and everytime you spoke
my world would happily dance to it.
Your eyes were always watching me
i would try to open my own eyes
just to see what you see.
And when my whole world was plagued by war and death
you held me like a child until i could catch my breath
so when i felt like crying
you were there to make me smile
even though my emotions sat like a glass over tile
but you kept that glass from ever falling.
Your like an angel that came to me
and together is how i hoped we would always be
but as all angles do
you flew away
and since you left
i have not seen a happy day.
i tried to think if i could get you back
somehow, someway
but im no angel
so im stuck here in this place
even if i write the most gorgeous words i possibly can
your still a beautiful angel
and im still just a stupid man.
but the way you held my world made it stronger
but i guess you just couldnt hold it any longer.
so now i wander around my world
but without your light
its a dark, dark place
i would give anything to once again see your heavenly face
or hear your laughter fill the rooms of my own despair
and even ride the waves of your dirty blonde hair.
my world is now empty
and i feel like i have lost the happiest part of me
i just hope that now you can happy
because now you can finally fly free
and my shattered glass of emotions
you never again will have to clean
--travis
it makes me cry.....i love him......
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